The epitome of struggle

These last few weeks have been tough. But this particular week takes tough to a different new level.

Ujian demi ujian..

Emotionally..

Physically..

Mentally..

and even Financially..

Sometimes when you are at your lowest point in life, you can only resort to Him for guidance. KepadaNya sahaja aku berserah everything. Everything.. Aku redha dgn dugaanNya.

All these bad occurances are of course hard to digest, even though at one point in life all this will toughen up one's heart and makes one a better person.

But to get through this before reaching that point of looking back, only God knows how hard it is to be.

As for me, this time Im taking all these on my own. Carrying this heavy weight on my own trusty old shoulders. Nobody needs to know except Him. Im not trying to prove anything to anyone anyway.

Life's imperfect. We can only aim to get as closest as we can get to the line, but we can never be in that line ourselves.

As the finest shine of reality blinded by unstable emotional dissatisfaction, it takes time for one to realize the real meaning and reason for everything to be, as they are to be.

And when that time comes, he/she may finally obtained the true meaning of life's happiness. InsyaAllah.

My prayer n blessing for that person goes all the way. Ameen.